Healing From Abandonment in Gods Love

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Healing From Abandonment in God's Love

Did you have someone in your life that left you, and you don't understand why? A parent? A child? Maybe there are people in your life that you see everyday and they never acknowledge your presence. Hurt comes in many ways. In today's Scripture we read about a Mother forsaken by her children. I know this in a personal way.

Isaiah 49:15-16

Can a woman forget her sucking child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? Yea, they may forget, yet will I not forget thee

This was written in blog post in our Facebook Group, Foundations of Covenant With God from my personal journal.

Did you notice the word abandonment? A-band-on-me [nt]

Tied down by the memories. Tied down by the hurt, and the pain. Tied down by the silent tears.

I had to dig deep on this and it wasn't until I realized that I lived inside of the Father I came to some sense of peace. Yet, all the pain, hurts were still there. I read books, I thought it was normal to carry inside what I couldn't be free of.

How do I stay inside of God? Some said, more faith. But I had plenty of faith and used it the best I knew how. Others said, more grace but grace didn't free me on the inside.

Then one day I realized that I can acknowledge His Fruits of Love to be Inner Streams of Beauty for Ashes. Places in my heart that were cut, I acknowledged the Father's Love to fill those areas inside of me: the memories, the fears, the a-band-on-me-[nt] and more. Instantly, at each acknowledgement they melted like wax--one by one. I breathed smiles in my heart, and my heart leaped with joy as my tears began to be wiped away. I remember the day I was cutting grass and one by one I was instantly healed.

Resurrected Waterspouts of Love

With each acknowledgement of the Father's Love filling those areas in my heart and mind, I cried hot tears. My earthly Dad never loved me. A-band-on-me [nt] all my life from the care of an earthly Father. But the enjoyment of the Inner assurance of the Father's Love melting, dissolving, shaping, forming, the Resurrection of His Waterspouts of Love through Christ in me washed me in the Blood inside. I couldn't heal myself. I couldn't free myself, but the Inner Streams of the Father's Love did!! I had the answer inside of me all along. The Love of the Father's fullness dwelt in Christ in me twenty-four hours a day! I acknowledged this Love Enthroned Inwardly from the top of head to the bottom of my feet, through Christ in me. There the Holy Spirit bathed me in the Realms of Love, Peace, Gentleness in the Resurrection of Love resting in Christ. Every area I was free in the Blood of Christ in me held me in Sacred Union one acknowledgment at a time.

Resurrected Lamp Unto Our Feet

As we acknowledge each area being inwardly filled from the top of our head to the bottom of our feet--the Lights of the Realms of Love create a Lamp at our feet of Sacred Union of the real you vitally joined with Christ appearing more in the fullness of the Father's Resurrected Resting Love in heavenly places. This Light is what we walk on the earth before we speak, we become on the inside First.

Psalms 107

He brought them out of darkness and the shadow of death, and brake their bands in sunder.

There is so much I can say but if you are reading this I want you to know that the real Sermon we all need, and the world, is “The flow of the Father's Inner Streams of the Fruits of His Love, in the Sacred Union of Blood Covenant through Christ in you is the purest Sermon to experience today.”

How to Access The Love of the Father, through Christ in you, by the Infusing Work of the Holy Spirit 

It is through the simple acknowledgement that you are already hidden inside of God-the Trinity, because you are born of God [the official Offspring of God] through the Ministry and Word of Reconciliation.  If this is the first time you have heard of these words I have a free book that shares this with you located at 

Sister Lara's Global Ebook Site 

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Name: Reconciled Unto God 2 Corinthians 5:17-21 [Free Download]

To learn how to apply this simple acknowledgement in your life, there are several guided spoken word meditations in the videos of the links shared. 

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Topic: Love's Inner Flame of God Four Insights, Part 1

This video teaching was taken from Sister Lara's Sunday Live on May 10, 2026 in our Foundations of Covenant With God Group.  This is also archived on our YouTube channel which can be found here. 

Taken from the notes of Sister Lara's personal journal from her teaching series on Encountering God's Love.  This is Part 1.  

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Opening Scripture Reflection 

Psalms 91:14 Focus (7:16 - 8:55): The teaching centers on the verse: "Because he has set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him, and I will set him on high, because he has known my name." The speaker emphasizes that God's love is a constant, binding union available 24/7

1. Spoken Word Meditations on How to Access These Four Insights in your life, in the video links. 

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Set His Love Upon Me

In today's time together, it is important to understand that the words, "Set His Love upon me" is a powerful revelation that was given to King David. In the opening of our time of sharing I break the meaning of the word set down for anyone to understand.  

Here, the word set means to bind and join.  Now, that alone is amazing.  Every person who is born of God has been given an abundant, without measure amount of God's Love upon them to do the impossible for any situation in your life, "Isn't that amazing?"  You do not have to look outside of yourself, as "Everything you need is already there."  

When you read that statement, "What came to mind? Why is that important to you? For me, this was amazing because I was taught the way to access power in my life was through decrees, declarations, prophecies, and more "Because faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God."  I was helping my Chaplain Pastor put away some books and one of the books in his secretaries Library was, "Plant seeds of Faith and Love Will Grow."  I told my Chaplain, "The person who wrote this book has missed the most important thing in their life."  Then I pointed to the Title and said, "It should read that all supply comes from Love that causes faith to grow."  He pondered for a moment and said, "These three things we abide in: faith, hope, and love, but Love is the greatest of all."  He needed a point of reference, to openly confirm my statement.  We both smiled and said nothing as we simply enjoyed the revelation of Love. 

So, most people interpret the "Inner Life of God's Love" wrong because of the way the Bible is interpreted. Information without with the Foundation of Covenant With God is external and is knowledge that is not infused with Life from within. "Do you agree or disagree with that statement, why?" I would love to hear your comments below. Kindly let me know where you are reading from. 

The second thought about the words, "Because he set his love upon me" is the idea that the word set is a binding and joining work.  Once we learn how to access what is upon us, we will understand that "Love binds; joins; casts out; all the way to the top of our head to the innermost part of our feet, then outside of us beyond depth, width, height, length."  Hallelujah!  Once we learn that "The inner work of Love does all the binding for us, casting out and away all that tries to separate you from the personal delight of Love" you can walk in greater measures of Resurrection of Christ Jesus by the power of the Holy Spirit. At the same time, "Love that is set up on you flows inwardly twenty-four hours a day through Christ in you, seven days a week.  Once accessed the Love of the Father resides where Love has flooded into and possessed in Love's Rest.  When this happens, Love then shapes; forms; creates, that part of you that was hidden and separated from the Resurrection of Christ in you to stand and be infused in Resurrected Love in Eternal Life."  When you hear that statement or thought, "What comes to mind?" 

The third insight about the words, "Set his love upon me" represents the idea of Love that clings to you, inwardly and outwardly in order to delight in you and keep for Oneself.  Hallelujah!  This keeping for Oneself is an amazing work because this type of Love "Refrains all that wants to separate you from the Covenant Inner Life of Love's Inward Rest." 

Lastly, the fourth insight I would like to share is that "The clinging work of Love [inwardly and outwardly] is what it means to be in Blood Covenant with God-the Trinity."  Now, here is a mystery: the inner and outward joining [set] is a Sacred Union that is infused with Life by being hidden in the elements of Blood Covenant, which are-blood, water, and Spirit." [They mystery of Christ in you.]  This Sacred Union is what makes Blood Covenant.  The Blood of Christ Jesus through the Sacrifices He became is His Oath that reveals His Testimonies in Sacred Union to the Father and His Streams of the Fruits of His Spirit revealed by the Person of the Holy Spirit.  So, Covenant is living inside the God-Head's Rest by being upheld and vitally joined in the elements of Blood Covenant: blood, water, and Spirit.   

How to Access The Love of the Father, through Christ in you, by the Infusing Work of the Holy Spirit 

It is through the simple acknowledgement that you are already hidden inside of God-the Trinity, because you are born of God [the official Offspring of God] through the Ministry and Word of Reconciliation.  If this is the first time you have heard of these words I have a free book that shares this with you located at 

Sister Lara's Global Ebook Site 

https://sites.google.com/view/sister-lara 

Name: Reconciled Unto God 2 Corinthians 5:17-21 [Free Download]

To learn how to apply this simple acknowledgement in your life, there are several guided spoken word meditations in the videos of the links shared. 

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As we remain in Exodus 29 we read that the Priests prepares "One lamb a tenth deal of flour mingled with the fourth part of an hin of beaten oil; and the fourth part of an hin of wine for a drink offering."

Let us be reminded that all offerings were offered by fire, and that fire speaks of how the Father's Love is joined with the elements of Christ's offerings of Sacrifices:blood, water, and Spirit. This inward Sacred Joining is practiced by simply acknowledging that you are already hidden inside of God, as represented as the Father; the Son, and the Holy Spirit. As you acknowledge that the Father's Love and His Fruits are already co-joined inside of you these are a symbol of the Burning Embers that give Light and Fragrance of Covenant Love. This fullness of Love  can be accessed twenty-four hours a day, inside of you to drink from. Hallelujah! Since Jesus is the Lamb this Sacrifice becomes the Door for the Father's Love to flow through you twenty-four hours a  day. Yet, here in the first watch which consists of dawn until eight am, you meditate upon the Father’s Love flowing through, Christ in you in Sacred Union. This inward practice is structured through the Help of the Holy Spirit to magnify the Father's Love, like a Mirror, to shine Righteous Light into Christ in you from the top of your head to the bottom of your feet. It is the Holy Spirit who does this work through Christ in you.

The Burning Embers of the Father's  Fruits of His Love are found in Galatians Five. The Fruits of His Love, are: joy, peace, patience, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance. As you acknowledge the Father's Love flowing through you, one fruit at a time the Holy Spirit takes of the Father's Love and fills thoughts that try to separate your time with God in Holy Commune.

Here, this teaches how Oil is made because Love shapes, Love molds;  casts out; covers, these areas that try to divide you from abiding in Love.  

Here, Christ is not only the Lamb but we also see a hin. Here, a hin is another symbol of blood Covenant which is Jesus our Peace as Turtledove. The Holy Spirit is our Helper to take of the Father's Love and join and place this Sacred Love upon Christ into you, all the way to your feet.  This is the pure oil along with water and wine we partake of inwardly binding;  loosing; molding;  shaping the inside of you in greater fullness of resurrection of Christ as Head and you as His body. Hallelujah!

Lastly, we cover the tenth deal of flour mingled with oil.  This speaks of Christ Jesus as our Living Bread.  At the same time, Ephesians 3:18 shares a mystery about Bread [flour] as we read, "That you may be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth and length and depth and height the Love of God."  As we study the word breadth has the word 'bread in it.'  For this reason, the root word of breadth represents the idea of spreading out, and to make flat.  In our breadth the Holy Spirit spreads out the Love of God inside of us, and into Christ Jesus making "Living Bread".  Hallelujah! 

Every detail in the morning Sacrifice is still pure revelation for the every day disciple of Covenant With God.  As we practice these precious Truths we learn that everything in the Old Testament is still relevant for today on the inside, "In remembrance of Christ in us, through the practice of the inward filling of reliance upon the Father's Love to do all the work through Christ in us." 

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May the Father's Love be the next Sermon in you,

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